I had a dream. It was about a wedding. No, not my sister's wedding. Another one. What a bad dream. Yet, I couldn't just wake up even though I could. I had to finish the dream.
A wise friend once told me something along the lines of, "Once you've gone past the point of no return, there's no going back." Although I believe this line is pretty famous by itself anyways.
If I could say this - There's simply no way I can face you anymore. I don't want to cut everything off, but I'm just going to suffer every time I see you. You tell me..what should I do? I hide everything so that you don't know, and I don't ever want you to know. I wish everything was back the way it was before. But even so, we will never be. I need to forget about you. To forget everything we ever had. But you just make it so damn hard to forget. What did I ever do to deserve this? But I know what I did. And you will never know. I'm just going to try to fade into the background..
please..just stop the things you don't even know you're doing.
jml.
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